a) Tell you why I friended you,

b) Associate you with something,

c) Tell you something I like about you,

d) Tell you a memory I have of you,

e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you,

f) In return, you must post this in your journal.

I am really busy guys. I have to get ready for the Anime expo i am going to. My first one in fact! yay!

I am also trying to get more active. Im not like really fat, but im not skinny either, but i want to lose a little bit of weight. You know?

Now dont think of this as a drama kinda of thing! Im just leaving a bit so that i may do other things! I will be back! No worries! So dont go all "Dont leave all mighty sex god! We need you!" Cause the sex god will be back!

See you guys when i see you! Later!

what do you guys think about dreadlocks? I have been thinking of getting them

Well yesterday I actually went to the mall (yes people i go outside) and hung out with my long time friend Matt. We met up with some people we knew. I saw Courtney! She got a haircut and looks great! There were some two other people there, but I didn't talk to them much. It was fun. I got my mom a present too! A nice little book with cute little sayings in it.

Artwork wise i have been working hard. I am actually working on ~CJRodgers's picture. Sorry its taking so long bud. I'm trying a new coloring style! I have also been trying to get better at anatomy. I have been having Art blocks too, but those will leave soon enough.

School is great. I need to talk to a teacher bout one grade though. I have a C and she says I'm in Danger of failing -.-; Shes not the greatest teacher. Shes jumpy and is always looking at the ground so she never sees your hand when its raised.

Hanging with my buds at school is great. My friend Sam finally got off of her crutches and can walk now. We are so proud of her! Emma has to take her finals and is in AP classes so she is a little stressed out and such. Poor Emma. I myself have been feeling great!

Anyways thats all i really got to say. Later!

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Friends I rp with:
~Marjask ~CJRodgers ~HerbalDrink *dragon-architect =P1-2004gsb

Friends in Rl:
~cougarhell (not many -.-; )(let me know if i forgot you)

Art status:
Requests: I don't do requests at the moment
Kiribian: ~CJRodgers: Working on it ~HerbalDrink: Done might add more

Have you ever woken in the night and longed for a touch. A gentle caress in the night. Someone to sooth away the torment of a nightmare and give a gentle kiss upon your flushed face. Someone who is there for you. Someone who isn't scared to show they care, but know when its the right place and time to be showing it. Someone who understands you. Someone who can whisper sweet nothings into your ear.

As of lately i have been longing for this more. Someone to call me own. When i finally meet someone thats interested in me they turn out just not to be the right one.

You end up staying up in the middle of the night Thinking into the past. Thinking of things that could have worked. Things that you missed out on. SOMEONE you missed out on. Then you get so motivated to find someone to share the rest of your days with. Someone who wont leave you, but then you end up getting broken or breaking someone else. Then your back to square one

Lonely and depressed.

Its a vicious cycle. One I'm sure we all went through. Now I'm not one to enjoy then, but every time it happens I'm always ready to get back up. ready to try again. Why dwell in the past when the future holds so much more?

So now I'm here. Longing for someones touch. Anybody! And this emptiness in my chest only fuels my desire to fill it. So i write these simple words in hopes that me writing this down will increase the chances of it happening. Of me finding the one. I know i have more heart breaks to go through. More tears and loss of friends, but in the end, after all that hard work, it will pay off.

I will finally have someone to call my own.